Childhood ~ bye 2013

In a blink of an eye, 2013 is gonna be over soon and here comes 2014. So 2013 wasn't exactly a smooth-sailing year for me. I met with quite a number of obstacles and experienced much difficulty trying to overcome them. In some cases I succeeded but others I failed. What's next? I always have to ask myself (but I don't end up doing so). I have to just try to improve and see what the root cause of the problem is so I won't repeat the same mistakes again in the next year. I didn't exactly enjoy 2013 like I did for 2012 and all the past years. I need to forget what has happened. Well I went for a long trip which made me feel so relaxed after that. I really enjoy going on holidays, but all thanks to stupid June common tests right after June holidays I can only go on 1 trip for next year, j1 id be too busy with jct and a levels during j2 so probably no trip for the whole year or maybe a short one and j2 only at the end of the year after a levels then I can go on trip, a long long one probably planning to go find my cousin in Australia on my own hahah. So now life is so tiring and stressful with loads of homework to chiong and finish. Sigh I miss those childhood holidays I could go everywhere and be stress free and not need to worry about anything, seriously. Now I go on hiday I would also have to sorry about my schoolwork and how I'm gonna finish my pile load of work. Sigh. Actually I wanna go back to Paris again. Well, the entire Central Europe not the eastern one. Like Switzerland (matterhorn in Zurich was just da bomb!) and Korea I loves the trick eye museum and jeju they were fantabulous and Japan (mt fuji sigh seeing everyone's insta it makes me wanna go all those places for a second time again!) but maybe id never ever go back to Europe again cause I've already been there thrice and like it's gonna get quite dull so it'll be many years later wen I decide to go there again..... Hmmm... But my next place id really wanna go is back to china, like the scenic places like harbin kinda thing or US or maybe even South Africa heh. Well we will know next year (if results are ok to travel). I sound like I use this pass which is results before I travel right haha. It's just my personal passport kinda thing. No one said anything but I just prefer to score better then go overseas or I'll not enjoy the trip like when I went to Europe after pe results came out I didn't too enjoy the trip at first cause of results. So yeah. I really wanna go back to start of December again and go to another part of Europe again. Sigh. Why does time fly? I guess even if I question this I Won't get the best answer I want cause no one knows too. Time is something that is fixed and something we gotta treasure cause it is impossible to turn back time though we really want the last to come back right. Actually it's the childhood days of most people that we really treasure cause in it is all the tears we shed and the happiness we get after unlocking a new achievement. It is childhood that we make many mistakes and those mistakes are forgiven and from each and every mistake we learn and try not to repeat it again ~ so I just hope I'll take 2013 as a beginner's course and learn from all my many many mistakes in 2013, and love 2014 happily and not repeat any of such grave mistakes again. 

~ till we next meet, goodbye