IP Journey

Hello there friends! (: IP Journey has officially ended on 31^st October and I really don’t know what to feel. Am I happy? Am I sad? Though many a time I really say I dislike this journey and I regret it, I still have to say this journey let me meet many great friends that I can trust and turn too, which is probably the only thing that I don’t regret about making my transfer decision two years ago in sec 2. Many things would be way different if I didn’t come to TJ, yes, very different. I found the sport I really enjoy (my cca) and also learnt more about myself acad wise (yea sad to say that but yes). Now im just really really scared for next year’s orientation HA. New faces, New people, all over again. I guess I shall leave this till next year, 2^nd Feb! Meanwhile, im really not sure what ive been doing these holidays, going out and rotting at home? Is that what I really want? Are there better things I can do? Im not too sure yet and I think its gonna be all too late when I finally realise what I want to do or rather what I should be doing, like strengthening my foundation before moving on to JC? Like what the dean of TJ IP Said that time when we got back our results slips, IP kids have weaker foundation than the O Level kids and they are also way more motivated than us. So are the IP kids gonna suffer in JC? Idk too. Sigh. But anyway, back to that, I haven’t written much or read anything after my one and only higher Chinese O Level paper and ive kinda forgotten how to study. Ah crap. Whats going to happen to me next year? ): And ive less than 2 more weeks of December to spend in Singapore because im going overseas next week. So I guess Ill be playing the remaining time of December away and poof time flies and January is here! Our O Level friends start school on 2^nd Feb but we have WOW! Work attachment assigned by our school starting on te 5^th Feb. Sad? Happy? I think im more on the sad side but yea I know im not treasuring these opportunities well enough. Its actually really good (yea maybe?) Ill probably be choosing gardens by the bay as my first choice, that’s if I get it HAHA. That’s all for now! (:

Till we next meet, goodbye ~ 

#throwback taekwondo camp !

hey its not too late now, but gonna blog about tkd camp which brings back loads of fond memories too (:

those days were really tiring, yet fun and also allowed me to learn so much more like teamwork and stuffs and like work with people i thought were scary hehe :P So like my group leader was clement and the other members were lisa, zhengping, alyson, gem, benjamin HAHA like really most of the meetups were kinda screwed up sorry >< till like the last one but honestly like every meet up like there woould be someone who didnt go except for like me and clement we went everytime HAHA but anw it was still really fun :') cause we had to come up with some 5 minute sort of tkd demo and we were allocated the song what does the fox say it was hard eh like that song and tkd err???nonetheless we managed to incorporate what we learnt in each pattern and stuff and came up with some 5 minute thing. unfortunately as some members didnt come for our practices then our final performance in front of everyone wasnt that good luh ); but what mattters most, isnt the final product and the results but that we enjoyed ourselves and learnt a lot right?
and also since we didnt have any of those self-defense moves like real kick and fall kinda moves in our demo, then i decided to do some split kick thingy it was quite scary at first like i really dk whether i could do it and we only decided like the afternoon before the camp but oh well i did it in the end and like HAHA it was the only section of our performance put into the summary video for camp? ): ohh forgot to say our group name -- TaeKen(D) from the movie Taken heh xD we also had to design our identity flag and come up with some cheers (clement came up with the cheers omg his lit is really so goooooood HAHA)

then apart from that we played some games the water games were really fun but left us really wet hehe and also games involving the use of fire to try to burn ropes quite dangerous and scary but heheheheh funnnn <3 and also one of the games i really thought i was going to fall like we had to jump and get captured in a picture so clement decided to carry me up like i sat on his shoulder omg that was really really scary i felt like falling and you know he is super duper tall HAHAH *inserts laugh cry emoji*

then the PT part was the "finale" and the most tiring part like we had to do like 15000 reps as a club but in the end like we did about 10000? but it was sure tiring like idk how many knuckle push ups we did, lunges, squats, Buddha claps, sit ups, the beppes or idk how u spell it (push up position jump up one) and each rep was like 20-30 of each sigh that was tiring but really fun made me learn more bout myself :) and be more fit heheh and now here's some pics :P 

the year 4 campers (:

my group's board - our unique identity (:

my group yay <3

lastly all the year 4 campers!! 

this was like June 8 at tkd comp with mu lovely team <3

this was like club dinner after hustings (: hustings is like some interview to get Exco but year 4 so we just like participants only HAHA. My partner was clement and in the end he got Vice President really happy he got great position but he wanted training head ): I know hustings was really scary staring at those green seats in LT presenting to a crowd like everyone HAHAH . 

tkd batch mates ✌️ love them so much we are so cute xD animal farm hehe 

left to right: smurf, buffalo, bunny, bear, panda

lol us texting each other when just next to each other, so close yet so far ^^ #niceone

TaeKenD group pic after the water game look at how wet we are heheh

Spot my head at the back? ;) clement was carrying me I felt like falling HAHAH

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=KKGnzmB9bSQ

(this is the summary video at about 5min 20sec was the only time my group showed ): ) 

Though we didn't get anything any prize or what for camp, really proud to be part of TaeKenD <3 muax to yall team 

I've grown to love this team (comp year 4s and Tkd Camp) so much, through everything we faced together and feel so much more bonded to them. Such days spent together are definitely memories to be treasured a lifetime and I love my team <3 

till we next meet, goodbye! 

quick update :D

Wow havent blogged in ages and when I decided to take some time out to blog its like exams are coming??? anyway just a quick little update about my life ^^

So life's been really stressful especially the period after my jcts ): Down for so many remedials HAHA didnt study for that and like not at all for geog! :P Im like doing this post in geog lesson now omgosh #modelstudentftw :P

My last post was like in April after B Divs HAHA i miss training so much exams are coming and they've like suspended training idek why like shouldnt we have some relax time still hehe?? and grading is coming -- end october, just a tiny few days before HCL Os but sigh sad that i cant go cause must take some black belt grading course (so fast ehh) but i guess its a good thing too so i can "mug heh" OKAY and that also means i will start paying like more attention in all tuitions i go for (Chinese and math HAHA)

and like i really really love tjtkd hehe <333 like trainings really something for me to look forward too after a tiring day at school even when im not suposed to go i just go still (okay hehe #badass )


And wait wait like 3 weeks left to exams that is really sad cause my september holidays were spent having fun and not studying or posting random stuffs on my private instagram HAHA. I guess really really i should start though I have been always telling myself this ):
But i swear sp3nd too much time on social networking sites like askfm and stuff )): time to put away those stuff yea?

When such times are approaching, I need to possibly first wake up in class, STOP SLEEPING YES, pay attention in class and stuff (: Eg i didnt even know when mr goh finished teaching Applications of Integration eh??? #modelstudentadventurespart2

okayy bell gonna ring alr byeee


till we next meet, goodbye! ~

National Interschool TKD Championships 2014 ^^

All i can say is .... im really blessed to have such great team (: all your encouragement and the fun talk times we spent together are worth treasured for a lifetime *love you guys* still remember how i really dreaded to go for trainings in 2013 and kept wanting to change my cca but looking back, what kind of unreasonable idea did i have back then? gosh really dont regret joining tkd at all and even if you kill me hehe i wont change my pdp still okie (: #letsgoteam we took many pictures every training and this is a collage of all of it <3 dont need any good caption for that picture because a picture speaks a thousand (trillion million tonnes) of words

B Divisions this year was really a disappointment for me, but i guess its not about the outcome but its about those times that i had together with my dearest team right? (: so i did only blue belt individual this year and not any team with any other of my cohort mates because ma'am says that im too small and skinny and wont blend in well if i did a team event sigh but nevermind cause still those times during training with them are worth remembering! (: oh and anyways since i love smurfs dearly, blue is the color of smurfs too hehehe ^^

still remember those extra trainings and we were such guai kiddos who arranged for extra trainings during weekend with ma'am right? (: really dk if those times went to waste and i could have focused them on my studies, looking back. theres two sides to this. yes and no. but i feel its more of the no because those memories that were forged are worth treasured for a lifetime right?

One last thing (: as you know my voice is really soft so saying HA or US at the end of the tkd pattern is really hard but yay i managed to HA quite loudly at the end so yaya(:

So i stll went along to support them (or rather to miss a day of tiring school and those monday blues)
we got our tkd jackets and that was it (: it was really pretty :3 and after the first day of b divs were over we went back to school for extra training on our second day's events :)

Thats our tjtkd club jackets for 2014 <3

22nd was day 2. i admit i may be kinda sucky at my pattern but theres still some sort of corruption in the entire system but sighh back to it again, i love my team <3 i did blue indi that day and i got 5th, just 0.13 points away to get 4th placing :( but hehe for the preliminary round it was sure stressful as i was doing the pattern with my dear cassy and look shes so pro! (: but yay we all got into the finals for blue pattern and natty got silver so proud of her *kisses* 

so those two videos were my pattern (: the individual one was what i did for the finals and the one that had two people was the preliminary round with cassy (: 

After that, i went to buy macs with mr ho and hehe he treated us to macs and that was absolutely so nice and sweet of him <3 (: 

then we watched the b divs do their team and very happy they got silver love yall (: 

Team pic with our teacher in charge of tkd (mr ho) but sadly alice wasnt there :( 

Our team red bags and pic credits to mr ho (: hehe he cant stand the way we spam taking so many pics i know i know hehe ^^ 

Top = tjtkd B and C Div lovelies

Bottom = tjtkd B Div poloroid (: 

Thats about the end of my B divisions journey in tjtkd and next year its the a divs already (: 

so on the 24/4, we decided to sup

port our A Div seniors. straight after school we rushed over and yay we managed to watch our black belt male and female seniors !! (: they did super well and got gold so happy for them <3 the seniors helped us so much and trained us so much despite them being able to use those times to train and even helped us buy white t shirts which we were supposed to buy on our own and did our hair and coached us for the day of the competition gosh really cant ask for any better seniors <3 their so sweet and even encouraging me on twitter / instagram awhh <1000000000000 (cause <3 is not enough for you guyss)

they also make every training so fun and all though sometimes it may be tiring and they scold us but still, its for our own good right? (: really sad their gonna leave soon cause of a levels. :(( ill miss you seniors hope you guys do come back visit (:(:(: 

 CONGRATS SO MUCH BRYAN (: you helped us really a lot lot lot hehehe ^^ 

CONGRATS SO MUCH LISA (: you helped us really a lot lot lot tooo hehe^^ 

life is like a rollercoaster ~

HAPPY APRIL'S  FOOL! (: Well i havent posted for really long.. sigh that shows how school work is such a burden gosh. all i remember about what i last posted was about go green day and the most fab cohort bbq right? i guess much didnt pass since then, except the normal school days that are just getting longer and longer sigh. and thinking about this, i feel like i am wasting my life away. i know its not right. i know i should not do that. i know i should change. but the thing is how to change? no matter how hard i try i just cannot take myself to pay attention during lessons during tuition during everything! im constantly unaware of what homework i have and all and this is a huge contrast from 2013! i aimed to pay more attention than i did in 2013, but nope it just dropped just like this. sleep getting shorter, longer days (being awake) shorter nights. thats all the stuff that goes on as we move on in life... the schoolwork. the longer taekwondo trainings cause of competition. the more tuitions. the more texts/whatsapps/instagram posts in my feed/twitter statuses in my feed. sigh all these all just bog down my life but i have no choice right? Life is just like that. Life is like a roller coaster! though i know i am short of time, i cant help but i still waste time in my life. i dont take what i do seriously. i just let all my time go like that. but thats the downs in life. a roller coaster has many ups and downs -- meaning that life doesnt just have downs right? the geog competition that just passed was really really tiring the effort we put in the blood sweat tears. we didnt win anything too great other than the semifinalists certificate. that to us, is not good but i guess the greatest takeaway are the friendship bonds forged, and the knowledge we learnt. We just have to let go of our "failures" and continue! move on in life! (quotes those really inspirational stuff) we learn from our failures and not get demoralised. not every one is perfect in life. those old quotes that seem so fake but no! we need to know those quotes well so as not to let our life be affected by little acts in our lifes and certain failures! back to the geog competition. the amazing race was fun and also i learnt so much more about singapore and transport and everything else! oh and probably im much fitter after that aint i? running about / jogging / walking about 10 km with my team. i guess its the motivation that i got from my teammates right? (: thats so sweet awh thanks to my team if you guys are reading this cause really. without you guys then i wont be able to go through this. you guys gave me the necessary motivation care concern and that really made me want to work extra hard for that and we all did it together as a team right? ohh on a side note, cass's younger siste cherie is so cute and yeah shes like a shrunken version of cass (: alright! i guess ill go pay attention now so bye! (: ohh wait ! we bought team tkd jansport bags among the 5 year4's and that super super cool yay i love them so much (: look fwd to the trngs with them and yeah since this year we are from different classes, is is only by going to trainings that bonds us together as one (together together as one we're so much more one team) :)

till we next meet
GOODBYEE (:

snippets of 2014

“You always do what you want to do. This is true with 

every act. You may say that you had to do something, or 

that you were forced to, but actually, whatever you do, 

you do by choice. Only you have the power to choose 

for 

yourself.” - W. Clement Stone 

uh huh ! (: in a blink of an eye more than a month of 2014 has passed already! (: so far i cant exactly say 2014 is smooth sailing but it is also not awful and a painful year YET. Time is starting to get really tight and there never seems to be an ending to any kind of school work and that is really bad sigh. >< but im thankful for such great people around me, seriously. i mean like though im no longer in the same class as nat (and thats really bad) but i still have cass jennifer veronica by my side and hearing me rant all stuffs to them (: school work is getting heavier and heavier day by day and i really feel like collapsing now but i guess we shouldnt give up such easily heh? xD and now im gonna talk about interesting good stuff about 2014 so far (:

the year had a good and wonderful kick start, induction'14 for the new year 1s and year 3s! (: i did not wanna be an ogl so yeah i was a gsm in the end in charge of a really silly game and hey juniors, yall  better not come up with any game in the outdoors involving styrofoam balls okay or you will have a hard time trying to clean up the mess and even have to stop the game in the middle. yes listen to me its really bad disaster! but nonetheless, orientation was fun and i kinda joined in og 10 edmund hillary and had some fun with their og on the first day and during mass dance! (: and tbh mass dance never seemed that fun before, last year i really hated mass dance but this year i always look forward to mass dances (:

then on 10/1 we had open house and it was simply too fab! (:  there was this sumo wrestler game we could wear the heavy bulky thingy and i played with nat but then i couldnt even get up and it was super embarassing okay no ones gonna see those videos i hope :P then we were also supposed to help with the publicity of our tkd booth hehe ^^ but i admit we ended up just sitting at GNC chatting with Mr Ho, then we joined in the fun at mass dance and then we walked opp school to get some food hehe ^^

we started the year with a cg bonding go green day on 18/1 and after that i had lunch at pho street with veronica and it was simply yummy i must admit (: after that we had the best best cohort bonding bbq at shannon's house and yeah hehe thank you shannon for organising and im sure all of us did enjoy it and yeah it was too fun already i miss it (: 

well we also have our twice weekly cca trainings and yeah somehow this year i find cca much more fun and i actually look forward to it ^^ *maybe because it is a time where like all of us actually get together and bond yea* and also taking routine pictures after each cca training can be quite fun (: ohh and theres this really great sec 2 junior whatsapped me to tell me i really like using smileys and i think she really knows me well after just about spending 2-3 hours ?? (: aww so sweet wei jie ah (: shes nice too hehe (: 

then next we have our chun man lu yuan chinese filming and YEAH CONGRATZ cos my group is one of the groups to get in and present in front of the entre IP Cohort (: yay to my group members who are reading this, lets all give it our best shot! (: and yeshh we have chinese class to get back with 3A people. (:

aw and its super sad that now veronica injured her leg, she sprained her ankle :(( get well soon okay veronica (: ! 

2014 is also the time for me to bond with my cousins since ........... CNY just ended yeah! (: it was really fun but this year we didnt play and have fun together as much as previous years i must admit (: 

ah poop how could i forget about road run and vday! ?? so for me i thought i did not want to run so i have like a valid reason yea so i excused myself from pe since a month ago but then on friday 14/2, it was vday and roadrun in the afternoon, i have no idea whyy i suddenly had the strong urge to run and yeah i did it!! (: i came in 33rd out of like at most 45 people i guess, i know its bad but considering i hate running so much and i havent ran for a monthh?? yayy (: and it was also a touching vday i had, thankyouu to the people who gave me stuffies (: actually its not that i cant run because i am exempted, but  its about whether i want to do it or not (: , like i actually do run during cca though technically im not supposed to?? (: and yes! (: this actually concludes the quote i started my blog post with (: 

ohh not to forget that btw i passed my maths test once !(: the first time i passed a math test since i came to TJC omgg (: 

ohh and to my sc friends taking Os this year, ALL THE BEST! (: GIVE IT YOUR BEST SHOT and i believe you guys can do it (: goooodluck and jiayou! (: 

lifes getting more and more stressful, so i guess ill blog lesser nowadays already? ;( 

till we next meet, goodbye! (: 

Childhood ~ bye 2013

In a blink of an eye, 2013 is gonna be over soon and here comes 2014. So 2013 wasn't exactly a smooth-sailing year for me. I met with quite a number of obstacles and experienced much difficulty trying to overcome them. In some cases I succeeded but others I failed. What's next? I always have to ask myself (but I don't end up doing so). I have to just try to improve and see what the root cause of the problem is so I won't repeat the same mistakes again in the next year. I didn't exactly enjoy 2013 like I did for 2012 and all the past years. I need to forget what has happened. Well I went for a long trip which made me feel so relaxed after that. I really enjoy going on holidays, but all thanks to stupid June common tests right after June holidays I can only go on 1 trip for next year, j1 id be too busy with jct and a levels during j2 so probably no trip for the whole year or maybe a short one and j2 only at the end of the year after a levels then I can go on trip, a long long one probably planning to go find my cousin in Australia on my own hahah. So now life is so tiring and stressful with loads of homework to chiong and finish. Sigh I miss those childhood holidays I could go everywhere and be stress free and not need to worry about anything, seriously. Now I go on hiday I would also have to sorry about my schoolwork and how I'm gonna finish my pile load of work. Sigh. Actually I wanna go back to Paris again. Well, the entire Central Europe not the eastern one. Like Switzerland (matterhorn in Zurich was just da bomb!) and Korea I loves the trick eye museum and jeju they were fantabulous and Japan (mt fuji sigh seeing everyone's insta it makes me wanna go all those places for a second time again!) but maybe id never ever go back to Europe again cause I've already been there thrice and like it's gonna get quite dull so it'll be many years later wen I decide to go there again..... Hmmm... But my next place id really wanna go is back to china, like the scenic places like harbin kinda thing or US or maybe even South Africa heh. Well we will know next year (if results are ok to travel). I sound like I use this pass which is results before I travel right haha. It's just my personal passport kinda thing. No one said anything but I just prefer to score better then go overseas or I'll not enjoy the trip like when I went to Europe after pe results came out I didn't too enjoy the trip at first cause of results. So yeah. I really wanna go back to start of December again and go to another part of Europe again. Sigh. Why does time fly? I guess even if I question this I Won't get the best answer I want cause no one knows too. Time is something that is fixed and something we gotta treasure cause it is impossible to turn back time though we really want the last to come back right. Actually it's the childhood days of most people that we really treasure cause in it is all the tears we shed and the happiness we get after unlocking a new achievement. It is childhood that we make many mistakes and those mistakes are forgiven and from each and every mistake we learn and try not to repeat it again ~ so I just hope I'll take 2013 as a beginner's course and learn from all my many many mistakes in 2013, and love 2014 happily and not repeat any of such grave mistakes again. 

~ till we next meet, goodbye