creepy feelings

creepy. eerie. frightened. terrible. hair-raising. disturbing. all these feelings are running through my mind. why is reality like that? just tell me now, WHY? im feeling stalked and youre obviously creeping  me out. ;( hmm but other than that, well, life's been passing just like that and so fast its already gonna be week 6 soon and NDP is coming soon! ugh i should have gone for scgs ndp 2012 perf last year leh. ;( but oh wells ~ its all too late. well last time there was late starts on friday mornings after their ndp prac till 11 plus  at night on thursdayy.. Oo .. kay la if i had gone id probably find it super tiring then dread ndp rehearsals.. but now come to think of it, id prolly never get such an opportunity ever again.... -.- i likey the ndp goodie baggy too. so last year... awesome gabee da bunny gave me one ndp bag then when they sent to skool for the ndp perfs, they had one for non-performers too :P i had 2 in the end.... :) well i miss sc. if i didnt leave. i bet my grades would have been much loads better.... see in sec 1 and 2 my name was up on the honour roll every term but then now hah....... the last on the failure roll? :o sighh.. okay needa get back to serious stuff alreadyyy..

PSPS: i really miss sc so much now ugh. i have to go back this termm haha i dont careeee if i havva skip training on wed to go back hahhahaa byee

~ till we next meet, goodbye!! :)

time flies yeah? piano exam is tomorrow. tmr is da dayyy :) goodluck to memememe

time flies, yes it does! :( two weeks of term 3, aka the super hectic term have flown past just like that. i dont know what to say about how i spent my two weeks. i wasted them, when i could have done so much during that time! one day has 24 hours, one week has 7 days, 2 weeks have 14 days, 14x24 = 336 hours have passed, and thats just if i choose to be a nice soul and count the time wasted in hours to make myself not feel so bad for wasting precious time. ); see if i counted them in seconds, the amount of time wasted is the same, but just that the figures make it seem biggerrrr. owo whats the highlight for this week! oh well! my piano exam! 

Tomorrow is DA DAYYY :):) isnt that great? haha i think i really hated, ya note the tense, before that, but now come to think of it, i quite like piano! it releases stress or whatever la, the music that is being produced as you sink your beautiful slender fingers into the piano keys. dum-dum-dum-dum. ahhhh so shiok! :) i just hope to keep calm, playing Almand, Mignon, Soiree Polka :P dont ask me what they mean coz truth is i dont really know hah

my strong piece is of course polkaaaa hehe think of polka dots, and childhood! :P im weirdooooo. im just scared for the aural part and the sightreading part. >: are they gonna go well?? Hope so ley! anyway, its getting late, i needa sleep already. so bye people! ~~ 

~ till we next meet, goodbye! :)  

PSPS: wish me all da best 

post jcts - oh wells -.-

hello. :) jcts, hmm. didnt go too well, my results are all very ... too, failed everything, havent passed so far. so far, yeahh. :( but still have chinese, humans, bio and chem. well, chem and bio are my only subject w hope. the subject that i wont THINK i will fail. :o but who knows.. lets just leave it to fate to decide. lessons are getting more and more boring, whywhy. i think its because i m starting to really hate hate some of these subjects.. :( esp la, math and physics. really. why cant i write a proper poa. :( consultations w teacher dont really help much for la, coz like i really dont know what i am doing sometimes, tbh.. :/ life went quite well after jct, BEFORE the results came out. wells i learned that i gotta enjoy myself as much as i could first before i get my results back haha. take this jct getting back of results as a wake up call for me to study hard. :( eoys coming in like 8 weeks of lessons, 2 weeks of ide and fun, 1 week of sept hols and 2-3 weeks of intensive studying then eoys. :( then freedom, then results again. this time round to see if can promote alr. promos omg. :( though its been quite sad, still had a little bit of fun that can let me cheer up, hmm, tkd hehe. :P but then also quite sad. wed's training felt so lonely... T.T ... as usual white belt and colour belt different group. then i was different group AGAIN -.- from all year 3 tkd people. :( sighhh. then also different belt from year 3 people and year 4 people. then i was all alone. :( urghh. really. really. why is this like that. :( then okayy.. today's wells i think its gonna be loads of PT or grading training coz half gi. :( oh nonono. byebye!

~ till we next meet, goodbye! :) 

Jcts ~~

I just edited it again that's why post came so late hehehe shorreey

hah finally over ehh! :) after one month of studying, hmm last week only to b exact, it's finally over!! :):) just ended yesterday. hmm now all I needa do is... PLAY HAVE FUN RELAX MOVIE GO OUT EAT SLEEP SHOP hah ... Many more uh. The papers, tbh tbh tbh were über hard ogay. :( esp math, physics, etc. LA too haha. But now lets just not talk abt it, n urm go for fun now heh! xD ytd went out to Bugis for monsters university and manhattan lunch! :D who went?? RYAN, NATA, KERRYN, KENNETH, JENNIFER, CLARISSE! <3 loves them. actually <9 coz <3 is just too little for them hehe. :P we booked our tickets then went down to eat. NACHOSSSS and FISH W CHEEEESE YUM YUM. Movie was FAB. Heh after the movie Ryan n Kenneth went out first then then then!! When all the gurls went out ryan gave all of us a scare. as usual, -the scaredy cat-, it's just me luh, screamed first. Then Nata screamed then jennifer hehe. But I didn't hear who screamed its kerryn who told me coz I screamed über loud. hah I wonder if the guard heard it thought was some murder or sth leyy heh. THEN WE WENT TO SHOP. Saw totoro stuff ♡ bought a jackettttt. today is Saturday alr. Woke up packed some stuff then went out for lunch. Omgomgomg I actually saw pan Lao shi. And he waved to me huehuehue. He was sharing this ice kachang with his friend haha, then this aftnn Im just basically texting pple, whatsapping to be more exact! Ahh youth day on Monday, SADLY I have piano. Mood spoiler sian. :'( but aft that gonna go down town to eat lunch! The saving thingy. Tues leyy? ELEARNING WHYWHYWHY give us homework JUST AFT OUR EXAMS🐥??? And ms Goh, la teacher, even sent our hw to us alr at 3+ ytd (the day exams ended)... ZZZ how can Liddat de??? :(:( ANW, tues I'm gonna go out for lunchie with my couz hehehehehe. I sure know how to enjoy life :P okays byes! Gonna go text more again bwahaha. :D

~ till we next meet, goodbye! :)